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The Winner Takes It All

Filed under: LiFe j0uRnaL — sonyatampubolon at 9:25 pm on Tuesday, September 2, 2008  Tagged , , ,

by. ABBA

I don’t wanna talk
About the things we’ve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what you’ve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don’t wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You’ve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all……

“Selamat atas pernikahan kalian, semoga berbahagia selalu”

Mau apa lagi siiihhh???

Filed under: LiFe j0uRnaL — sonyatampubolon at 5:29 am on Tuesday, January 8, 2008  Tagged ,

“Dear mba ‘hOpPeRs’, mau apa lg sih??”

Cape bgt hr ini. Deadline. Tp artikel gw blm ada yg kelar satu pun. Kerjaan numpuk di depan mata. Ngebayangin ngerjainnya aja udh cape duluan. Bsk musti ke sana, ke sini, ngerjain ini, ngerjain itu.

Tapi hati gw lbh cape drpd badan dan otak gw saat ini.

Pasalnya, si embak yang bilang “mulai sekarang, ngga usah urusin mslh kami”, mulai dtg lg ke kehidupan gw. Duh mbaa.. mo apa lg sih? Hidup gw jauh lbh enteng tanpa hrs ngeliat muka lo. Sumpah!

I know, it’s just a comment. Tp akhirnya ‘memaksa’ gw hrs ngeliat elo, ngliat profile lo. Apalagi dgn nama yg ngga jelas gitu, gw smpe musti liat foto lo spy ngeh bhw itu elo. Mau apa lg sih? Gw udh keluar dr hidup kalian! Gw udh ngga ada di antara kalian! So? Mo apa lg siiihhh??

Sumpah! Gw ngga pernah lg ngurusin kalian, gw udh memotong komunikasi sm sekali dgn COWOK LO. Iyah.. gw sadar 100%, itu cowok lo, pacar lo, milik lo. Dan sumpah, gw udh ngga keberatan dgn hal itu. Trus mau apa lg??????

Gw diminta keluar dr hidup kalian. Gw disuru jgn ngurusin apapun soal dia. Tapi kalian semua terus ada menghantui hidup gw. Mo apa lg siiiihhh?????

Bbrp minggu lalu COWOK lo yg nelpon gw dr ktr. Tenang, jgn mulai marah2 lg sm gw. Tlpnya gw tutup! Itupun gw ngga sengaja angkat krn gw udh hapus nomernya dr HP, jd gw ngga tau bhw dia yg nelpon. Sekarang.. elo.. mo apa lg siiihhh??

GET THE FUCKING OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!